Day 7
Decision making…..
Today I want to walk the point of decision making point.It should be easy ,I mean the decision making if we thought about it ,meaning that it should be from the point of self honesty and common sense.But i see in me that is alway base on energy ,emotions or feelings.Because I exist so much in the mind ,the decision point is from a mind perspective …and we know (..or mostly the time we do not know what is our mind content …)how the mind work.Mostly the time we do not take it all the points to consider in order to make wise decision(wise from the point that is supportive for us ,for life in physical reality).
I see how easy I go to fear emotions ,to fear for survival in this physical reality and many of the times is totally rational ,not necessary.I see in me wait till last minute to make a decision……and if it will be up to me I would not make it .But even not making the decision -is still making the decision to not move.
So even if we like it or not this physical reality is existing because of making the decision,even now when I write now, it is decision to write.So ,why do I really prefer to not make it the decision.
Mostly because I do not want to take it responsibility of me,so as long I did not make the decision on my own,that something or someone push me to do this somehow in my mind I have seen that is not me ,so much ,I just being pushed ,I just surrounded to victim personality….
Lets start with self forgiveness on decision making points…..,so there You go :
1.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to postpone my decision in life.
2.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to thing that if somebody or something will push me in this physical reality then I will go with the decision,not understanding ,that because of this postponement I will be dealing with all kind of fears and feelings ,which will be making this process more difficult ,not necessary difficult.
3.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to see the decision making process very difficult .
4.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to think that I can never make a good decision (..and it maybe a truth …,but at least will be my decision ,so I can take all responsibility and then I can correct myself with that )
5.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to project the future ,when making the decision ,instead to stand and see from the point of here and now….,meaning taking all points ,which are existing now and then make the decision,…walk the decision now with breath in physical reality.
6.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to have fear of making wrong decision,instead of waking the process in physical reality ,step by step ,with out energy of fear …what if…
7.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to feel inferior about making decisions,to see myself from the point of failure.
8.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to not realizing that how important is to slow down ,to see all points in order to make the right decision,decision from a perspective of supporting me and life in this reality.
8.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to not giving myself a chance with making a deci sion point ,but give up to easy ,to not push myself further ,to believe my mind game .
9.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to exist in this polarity point of what is good or bad decision ,not seeing from a point what is common sense .
10.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to not stand up with decision making point,but existing in fears of standing up.
11.I commit myself, to walk the process of self decision making with point of common sense ,with slowing down,write it down the physical movement about decision ,
and then walk the process in physical reality.
12.I commit myself ,to not hiding anymore from postponing the decision making process ,to stand up ,and walk the necessary points of decision .
13.I commit myself to stay with physical movement ,to exist with breath and walk my decision in this physical reality.
Thank you for reading!!
